Its been so long~
Well, i guess there not much people that will be reading my blog anymore, so i guess i can vent all my thoughts down here?
I dont know when it started but! I lay my feelings on you~
The feeling where by things would get complicated and tough when its not handled well.
The feeling of trying very hard to change how we treat each other.
If things were to turn out this well, things will never be the same as it will change for the better.
However i know that you would not want this to happened...
you scare
you fear
you lost trust
But do you know that i've been thinking about you.
worried about you.
Jealous at times but i cant do anything still.
I will forever rmb that day whereby you cried infront of me.
that moment, you fear~
you were sad.
I didnt want this to ever happen to you again.
I want to do something but i did not had the courage to do so.
I can only stand by you whenever possible.
Still rmb that time where you said being woo is tiring?
I know that consequence will happen if i were to start taking action.
Consequence that might leave a barrier between us forever.
Somehow I want you to take an action first.
An Obvious one.
And i can be sure, i will continue from there.
I know that this will never happen but this is whats on my mind all this while.
:)
Hope you are sleeping fine now.
