well!! todays might just be the worst day for me.
As i've started to think alot lately..
things not going on well for me lately bah.
friends,family as well as myself.
Sometimes you just realise how vulnerable ur family is,
when a single prob arises... it actually make ur whole family topple.
like what most people says... the foundation is the most impt.
tats true i guess....
Just only recently, i realise myself falling into deep thought of everything.
what have i done to contribute into my own family.
Did i give it my best? did i put it as my top piority?
slowly slowly... i realise how useless i'm really are.
:(
As for friends % individual.
I realise the willingness to accept others comment still need to improve.
my confidence level is dropping slowly day by day...
just when i want to instill this kind of attitude and char into my self...
i was being beaten down/restricted.. i felt damn useless for this hais.....
i'm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but nvm.. no one cares anyway...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(
