hmm, over de days things really seem
perfectly fine.
but deep down in my heart~ things juz aren't
de way which i wish it would be.
time have past so fast since the day i was born
de day when i was still a kid having a metal spoon in my mouth
de day when i was still playin de swing and fell off
de day when i was still runnin around with de height of nt even 1m
de day when i was still uncomfortable to the new environment in pri1
de day when i was still happily doin hmwk in class wif frenz
de day when i was still attending sch 6am in de mornin
de day when i was still a EM2 student in adm pri
de day when i was still a boy which fallen for a girl
its started when i saw your face
things can never be amend
only to wish that you will be the one .
trying so hard just to be one that to be notice
but, things are not so smooth goin
change my way of thinking to be able to ease my mind
i rather be the one that handle all of it
its started when i entered a new envioronment
all i thought was that to be in it for juz a mere 4 yrs
its started when i think that i able to achieve things easily
this will never come true even if i have the potential
its started when emotion took over me
the feelin is unbearable, which will be with me forever
its started when i decided to let go of it
to start anew is a really difficult task
its started when i get to know new frenz
to be able to get support from ppl is a rare chance
its started when i get to know whts life is all about
to be able to do the things that i wanna do
its started when i try so hard to have ur heart.
waiting is not a choice for human
as it is torturin to the soul
giving all my best in it
still result in failure
ended without me understandin what best for me in the situation
experience is all to be gain from it
everyday is a different day,and be grateful for the people around me
friends is important rather than the 1 i hope for
still remember the time when i start to talk to u
i felt lik we'r just normal friend
still remember the time when we accompanied each other
how i wish that it was forever
still remember the time u say no to me
i took it lightly but i didn't know i really got a chance
chances are for people to grab, once its over
there really nothings lik 1 more chance.
i promise i'll never break ur heart
i'll never make u cry
i'll rather die than to live without u
